I've been watching Nana.

I absolutely HATE Takumi.
I never liked him
and I can't fucking wrap my head around WHY
Nana chose him over Nobu.

DON'T HAVE HIS FUCKING BABY. PERIOD.

And why can't Nana and (Hachi)Nana have smex? They totally want to, they're like, in love with each other.

I want to re-write this whole series.
Why is anime so heart-breaking? Why can't thw writers give (me) a happy ending? Wtf mate?


So now that I've stopped crying because I attached my emotions to a stupid anime series, the light table dad made for me is great. I just need a roll of masking tape to keep the sketch in place while I re-draw it. But it's mega exciting.

Also exciting, I'm going to Arizona this summer to visit my mom. I have to wait until August. Seriously, I wouldn't be happy about going if Molly wasn't coming with me. It's just nice to have someone who can see things from both sides. And tell me when I'm just being selfish/unreasonable.
I'll still have the face the dreaded Russell my mother is living with. This doesn't excite me, at all. He's an (ex) con, and served time in jail for possesion of coke, and then got off easy (5 years) because he ratted people out.
I hate rats.
Anyway, I hopefully won't see much of him, and I don't have to like him. I just have to surpress my hatred enough not punch him in the throat.

School's out for me, I officially never have to go back to Frontier. I withdrew for the 2nd semester (kind of like dropping out, but I can go to school next semester) and Dad's going to get me into the school I want to go to for the Fall.

Ahh, anyway, my vision is blurry from fatigue and subtitles. The white, small font doesn't do good on my retinas.